7.16.2004

Friday Night Sleepy Time

Hey All,

So it's almost 9 o'clock on a Friday night, and I'm going to bed very soon. And as sad as it sounds that I'm going to bed that soon instead of partyin it up, or at least doing anything remotely entertaining, sleep sounds sooo amazing right about now and I'm going to enjoy every minute of it!

Work this week has just been really weird. My mind is adapting to working 5 days a week, and I seem to deal with time differently while at work. It's hard to explain, but in any case, I think it will help me be more efficient and a harder worker in the fall at school.

Speaking of school, paid out my first rent cheque today. Man it hurts to shell out that much money, but I just have to keep telling myself, it's all for the best. It's all for the best. I can paint my room, it's a big house, it's all for the best.... deeeep breaths lol.

Tomorrow it's on to Sportsworld with Lindsay for the work picnic! I'm so excited to do the wall climb! We're both gonna do it and make it to the top!!! WOO!

I'm listening to my favourite dance music countdown at ClubRadioWorld.com. Check it out!

Off to bed I go!!

7.14.2004

Working is for CHUMPS

*yawn*

So it's just before 8am and I'm sitting in my robe at my computer cause I'm too lazy to get dressed.. although I have to leave in 15 minutes. Bah I have plenty of time lol.

But I'm so unmotivated to go to work. I do some work for the first hour of every day, and then it seems like it just dwindles off. And I sit there. And wait. And write emails. And try my hardest not to fall asleep. It's sooo dumb. I'm so happy the company I'm working for wastes resources on hiring students at high wages for doing nothing, but hey, I'm not gonna point that out to them lol. But I wish I hadn't been sick in May and taken some time off because then I could call in sick today and that would be soooo sweet. Ah well.

I'm gonna fix the pictures on the site this weekend, hopefully.

My friend Leanne writes crazy posts about her life. You should check it out here

Off to drag myself to work *yarg*

--Jam

7.12.2004

Brantford: What can I say abo.. zzzzz..

People say that no matter where you grow up, you'll detest it, because you've been forced to spend your first 18 years of your life there. So when I say to people I hate Brantford, and they spew this to me, I tell them "NO, you don't get it," which is true. Brantford is the shithole of the earth, and I'm so bored with it I feel like I'm becoming as apathetic as its inhabitants, therefore I must leave. Soon.

Why does it suck you ask? Get ready for the rant on BRANTFORD, ONTARIO:

1. The People


The inhabitants of Brantford remind me of that of a coal mining city, where all the men go off to work in the mines, and don't want to experience anything in the evening except dinner, TV, and icky middle-aged (or in this case, premature teeny bopper, I-want-a-baby-at-14) sex. Although, in Brantford, both parents work in factory jobs.. or crappy jobs that are essentially as bad as factory. Weekends consist of maybe mowing the lawn, watching TV, overtime, and other things that need to be done, but really aren't entertaining or fun in the least. Therefore,

2. Activity

culture, sport, and entertainment in Brantford are left to a minimum. The very LARGE population (Large as in fat) enjoy going to the good ol' Ciniplex Odeon, or.. well that's actually about it. Besides some seedy bars and pool joints which scare me half to death. They use boys like me for currency there lol but that's besides the point.

The younger population goes to the happening place. More happening that the Lynden Park Mall and the Public Library (if you can actually believe it). Yes, it's the Pour House. A fairly large bar/club where underagers are a-plenty, bad music is rampid, teen mothers come to have another romp, and wiggaz rule the world.

3. Shoot me

There's just nothing to do here. People who live here become accustomed to living for nothing. No goals, no potential. Except the select few who decide that even though they were dealt the Brantford card, they will overcome, even while staying there, such as my pal Loretta. Although I think it is better to simply up and leave the B-dot, Loretta has managed to prove to me that she is doing alright, and will continue to do so, which impresses me to no end :) you go gurl! lol

*end rant*

So I bought stuff from Ikea today :) I love that place. Moving in less than two months, painting in less than one. Can't wait omg! Also can't wait to get to St. Catharines, a place which, although some people don't believe me, is better than Brantford. To each his own I guess :)

Off to bed I go. Night fans.

--Jam

Thanks to: Steve and Kev (drunk and drunker) and Mike and Athena for a cool weekend.

This week: Listen to The Killers over 100 times a day, get my bank loan, go to Sportsworld (Saturday) with Lindsay (so excited aaaah).

7.07.2004

No Precious Visuals to Help You!

*yawn* it's not even 10.30 PM and I'm DEAD TRIED (inside joke, go Meek!). I'm turning into an old man or something, being tired before midnight. See, work IS for chumps!

So my pics are going haywire... Spymac.com is stupid, they like upgraded or something and want me to spend money for space to save my pics. Know what I say to that? NO! lol so I'm trying to find another one and transfer them over, but as most of you know, I'm a lazy SOB.

So what's new with me you ask? Well I decided to go back to school in the fall. I already found a place with Athena and other friends from Brock in a big nice house. I'm so excited I could barf! LOL I'm already starting to pick out paint colours and furniture (oh, I praise thee, Ikea). SO EXCITED! *dies*

On another note, I seem to have all different guys coming at me from all different directions. No I was not in some crazy orgy, I mean theoretically you crazies... and if you weren't thinking that, then pretend I didn't say it! LOL! I have one guy I really like, I'm being set up on a date soon I think, and then a couple guys seem interested, but who really knows lol men are dumb. And for those straight men (or gay women), I'd imagine women are too. It just seems like no one cares anymore. No one knows what real attraction is. They either have some false identification of what attraction is, or they think with the wrong organ. Yes that one. No, not the liver. Go lower.

I just think it would be so nice to be in a relationship right now. I mean I don't need to be, I have great friends who look out for me. But in the sense of family, I'm very alone, and I dunno, a boyfriend would just be a nice change of pace.

Anyways enough of that. Otherwise, I'm just working, sleeping, and hanging out with my good pals Lins and Athena mostly. Thank Jebus for them!

Anyways it's taken me about half an hour to write this, people on MSN are distracting I tells ya!

Go Watch This! SO FUNNY!

Jam